The suppressed anger

Urgh... It is soooo hard to suppress the anger boiling inside~~~ Your mind keep telling you that u must control the anger and cannot let the anger win over you because you cannot lose control in front of this particular human.... It is soooo hard!~ Juz because she is older... who is the one who create that we must respect the elder no matter what??? EVEN when she is wrong and she think she is so ALMIGHTY HIGH, u still need to respect her.... WOW! Hey U! juz because u r older than me does not make u more superior ok? Pls go back and look into the mirror! BTW, if u r so damn smart u will not just stuck in here. So what if the things i know is less than u? By the time i reach ur age i might be even more knowledgeable than u. So what are u so proud of? U experience it once too and now u try to act so high up in front of me? This will not make me respect you but only make me feel pity for u... So i forgive u... hah

2011

Last day of 2010, December 31st...
Went out to have dinner with my fren..
Having a nice chat at a great atmosphere...
SO SWEET
Greeted by Mr/Mrs Cockroach at home...
NOT COOL

First day of 2011, January 1st...
Lazying around at home...
Enjoying the last two days of the remaining holiday..
Wishing the whole world clock stop functioning so that no class on Monday....
Maybe sudden public holiday on Monday?
Getting even more lazy.... (Sweet... ^^Y)
I like doing nothing like this!

Life is just great when holiday mood kicks in...
When the time come to start the engine, it needs time...
Seems like the engine is old and need some service.....
But when time come to move, it will still function .. (i guess)

Memorable day

Should be a sunny day
But why is it a bit blue..?

Shooting stars

Hoping for the lucky star,
To make an impossible wish,
Just one tiny simple wish,
But it's so far away from me,
Too high up for my reach....

new sem new hope

New semester... suppose with a new hope? but this sem i think i should not hope too much and just went through my life.. I want a peaceful one without much problem... just want to enjoy my uni life.. sudenly feel very tired of all the struggle....

reality.

Double face human... wats tat? it mean u face ur life with all sort of attitude.. Gud things? no idea... suppose we should face everyone with sincerity but in this society how many of us really cn do that? i used to be proud that i can do that but now i decided its time to change. LIFE is... about pretending, NO? disagree? haha... surely some will said no but ask yourself how many times have you feel disagree with someone but you still have to accept it because its your boss, teacher or someone else and you don't want to add more trouble to your pocket? Uni life.. society life... teach me a lot of lesson. I am no longer that naive... I.. grow up... But still not yet fast enough to catch up with life.. i am still doing my homework everyday.. and day by day i start to think i am becoming more and more fake. I somehow lost myself in tis life but i preserve the real me with those i value. Because without them i will really lost the real me.. with them its just so right to be yourself.. because they understand and accept just how you are.. But others may not.. This is life. Nobody will be loved by everyone. There will surely somebody who cnt accept juz the way you are. That is when the faking started because it is just necessary to survive.. but dun ever ever lost yourself in the process.... possible? if the world is not that complicated how it will be?

都是一样的。。不知道还是爱强出头。。真搞笑

Omg... Why all of them is like that i wonder... you don't know what to do and asked for people opinion but you don't want to accept... Then why asked in the first place? I really cannot stand it... If you think you are much more superior then me, then do not waste your time asking because it will only make people frustrated and angry. It is nothing wrong with you so sure with ur own idea and opinion but it just not right to ask for peoples opinion just to argue and protect your own. -.-' When they have no idea what to do they still insist of doing something which is FRUITLESS and WASTING MY TIME. Huh... I know maybe you feel bored because nothing to do but that is not the proper way of LOOKING for something to do people... When you voice out 'people' said because she had no idea wat else to do or we can do this this this first then just this this this... WHICH equal to a waste of time in the end as you still need to redo the thing the next time.. Then after you did something 'people' will just take away your effort and treat it like its their own.. wow!~ Good man... When you offer to help people will reject it but when people realise that they cant finish it or they are lazy then they will ask u to do it. In the first place just divide it lar for goodness sake. I will not going to go and boast it is my hard work ok? humm... good at acting...