Group study..

Wah.. a group study turns out to be group discusion on some other topic.... We are supposed to discuss about PHYSICS... But end up discussing about uni life... I don't really understand why our uni life is like so.. so hectic and pack... Feels like we are taking phD o wat... but actualy just a degree... haha.. so terrible.... Hemm.... Feels like everyday keep on rushing rushing rushing... Today rush for tomorrow homework tomorrow rush for next day homework again... The cycle just keeps on flowing non stop.. Feel very meaningless....

A memory..

a memory that is not to be forgotten by me the whole life.... Got scolded for something you didn't do is already very terrible.. And yet the worse is yet to come... Got scolded by someone you respect so much again and got scolded with wording that should not come out from such a respectable person is even more worse... Totally no more image.... I feel shameful on him! I am the one that should feel sorry for him! Hah! '坏人！衰人！讨人厌！坏人坏人坏人！No more comment regarding that person. Since he don't even care bout his image why should i feel sorry for what i say about him now.... How can someone use such a language.. To them mayb its nothing but they never think of what the feeling of the person listening to that!

A dream to be realize....

I can't wait to go back to my hometown... Back in hometown every time new year will feel some sort of extra happiness which no words can use to describe this feeling.... Its just some peculiar feeling which make me feel extra energetic and happy... :0 Wishing to go back home town and celebrate new year.... The preparation for new year definitely a troublesome process... But come to think of it now i really miss it when whole family so busy decorating, cleaning and making cookies, cakes and all sorts of things for new year.... AND I AM STUCK here facing a very very pack timetable!! I got like 26 hours of classes... How am i going to do my own things with this kind of timetable... Uhh.... With extra 3 hours extra curriculum again... When i got time i am tired like hell that i need some rest but i can't rest! Cause i still got abundant of class works haven't finish! Oh no.. Maybe i am getting used to last semester timetable already... Last semester i was kind of free.. Not really very free but still consider BETTER than this semester.. Then the subjects were not that hard.... This semester the subjects is a lot a lot tougher... So now i can only MISS it since i can no longer enjoy the process now.... But just realise that actually there are some that don't really enjoy new year.... Maybe to them it is meaningless or troublesome? I don't have any idea why... But i think this depend on everyone perspective... Just like we can't force people to like something when they don't... haha.. But i can't wait to go back hometown.. ^^

Ooo...

Ah.. Just remember... Learnt some new words during the fishing class... "casting" means throw the baits out.... such basic things i also don't know... Real terrible... Haha.. The facilitator quite good in a way... But that day he purposely make us sit under the sun just to let us understand fishing needs a lot of patient... What a way... really unique... hahaha... The worst things is i really have to think how to get an A with the knowledge i have... ( Which is none...)

Finding a place call home

Today class for physic is totally disaster.... don't understand what the lecturer said still never mind but now still rushing to finish the tutorial and the experiment lab report! The worse part is i don't know how to do... The only thing i can do now is copy.... But what i copy honestly i have no idea at all... Copy also copy until feel like want to commit suicide... Uhh... Feel so down... I really need a place call home for me to hide..... I feel very exhausted today.. tomorrow will be another day like this............ HELP!!! Then i decided to move out of Uni hostel and right now still looking for room.... Really wish to avoid this busy hostel life... My own work also cannot manage to finish it already i wonder if still got the activity going on how am i going to handle all this... Some said time managment very important... So i guess i am not good with time management... good... Leave me alone with my own time... I got more important stuff to do...

Cockroach War!~

Cockroach! Things i hate most! Cause i am afraid of them... But in the same time really think they are very awesome... Why? Cause they are the creature with longest life... They can endure all sorts of harsh surrounding... When dinasour extinct they still can survive until now... When their ancestors die cause of certain pesticide automatically their young's will have the imunity against the same chemicals... Unbelieveable? That's what i think when i first came across this information... I was thinking no wonder there are still so many of them althought you always see them being killed... haha.. Another things i hate bout them is they seems to know what you think.. When you are thinking don't come over me here... THEY! certainly will crawl over... ! AND some even more worse.. THEY FLY! Huh... Just now, i suddenly saw this cockroach in my cupboard...!!! i am like totally frozen and don't know what to do... hemm... Luckily my room's next door neighbour helped me to catch it... If not... I think i really will stand there whole night just to ensure that cockroch don't go anyway... >.<

Sunday again today...

One week past again... Tomorrow Monday again.... Well, today go for some shopping... When u buy something you won't feel your money just go out like that when you realise you may have spent a few hundreds!~ Huh.. Money.. Hard to earn it but can spent it with just a click... And yet you don't really see where you spend it.... Cause the amount of money spent is always more then the things you seems to buy... Thats when you think where your money go... wow....

Past Present and Future

Hemm.. Time when free like this will make people think a lot of things... Thinking of the past, sharing everything with form 6 friends, form 6 'husband/wife' ( don't get me wrong... Its just a sweet name calling among my friends thats all), secondary school friends.... Everything seems so sweet and happy... Although study is also very tough.. But it seems so natural and we don't really think a lot about it.... Now, in the present..... Life in uni really very hectic... everything change.... Not really change... Just its different from the past already... The not very systematic ways, the habits of some students, good and bad things... And it become more realistic... Not that sweet and innocent anymore.... What about in the future? Will still meet up and be happy like the past or not? Last time feel like life is more simple and people around us also more simple maybe... But after come out from uni and become a part of the working force, everything will change ma?

Fishing Day~

YAY YAY!! Tomorrow going to be my first fishing class! feel kind of excited... Can't wait to see what will the class be... But before feeling so excited have to spend some money to buy the fishing equipment first.... Quite expensive though..... Haha.... But i think it is worth if the fishing equipment will last long.... If not then ..... really speechless.... haha.... Anyway, i just can't wait to go to this class.... Too bad i didn't bring camera... If not then i can take down the process and everything....

Lousy Line...

Aikz.... last night cannot even sign in my account... So can't update my blog... Hahaha.... Well, well, so many things to do this week... have to finish up the chemistry lab report then physic lab report again and the tutorial... >.< then the proposal for one of the class.... Wah! Feel like already a lot of work...

Great Lecturer

i just finish my class around 5pm just now... I had been having classes since 10.00am non stop except for the one hour break.... Then i had my chemistry class and really gave me a WOW when i saw the lecturer...
My lecturer, undoubtedly has a lot of knowledge.. He is not stingy to share with us and he make me remember that knowledge has no boundaries.... Open up our heart and we will see a lot of things... There are so many knowledge surrounding us but we are just too lazy to care about it.... It seems like we are studying just to pass the exam and not for the sake of learning something anymore.... Why? What make us like this? I think he is really a great lecturer but sadly he will be teaching us for another week only as he will be leaving for a science trip soon...

Tough Task...

Hemm.... Miserable day yesterday and today!! I have to learn something that i dun really understand... Its been like for three years i din study physic already then suddenly now have to study physic again! I am totally lost during the lecture class... Hemm.... What should i do?? Somebody help....

mOnday...

Monday.. A brand new day.. for me of coz.. haha... Have done a bit of thinking what to do with my life.... My course is soooo wide that i just found out i can be a reporter if i am interested with... Wao... But my language is not that good and since i don't think i wanted to spoil other peoples mind... I better don't think about that... Haha... As for what i will be is really a big question.... Some said just wait until then everything will flow smoothly... But i have always been doing things last minute... Shouldn't i opt for a change this time? I mean somehow it concern about future.. you are going to live with it for at least 30 years! If i can be healthy enough to work till then... Death... a very mysterious things indeed... We will never know when it will come... So while we still have the chances to enjoy our life... Why not choose to live it happily then making our life sooo complicated with lots of problem? But it is always easier to say then do it.... Why? Cause of human nature i guess.... Each and everyone of us, deep in our heart even if we don't want to admit it... We will feel envy or jealous when someone do better than us, have something we don't have, live in a big house and so so on.... We always wanted something better than what we have right now.... There is always good and bad of everything i believe.... The good things is we work harder to achieve that dream... Well the bad things is... Sometimes we work too hard and neglected something even more important to us than those dreams.....

Officially Broken :-(

My Watch~! I just got the strap fix this holidays.... But now it stop working.... It follows me for like 8 or 9 years already.. so kinda upset when its not functioning anymore.... After the post mortem i think it is not about batteries but something to do with the water resistancy... There is this water vapour in it.... But it is suppose to be water resistance.. I used to wear it everywhere i go even when bathing... So far nothing happen till now... I wonder why... or is it true that every machine has the time limit....? Then i had to get a new watch.... It cost a piece of me! A good watch always with a 'reasonable' price also... >.< class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">convenient for me to go anywhere with a watch on... I can keep track with time like that... Of coz there are other sources where you can know what time it is but i still prefer watch.... haha...

Kick Back aNd RELAX~

Huh... Sunday.... so sad that have to bid good bye to Sunday and say hello to Monday soon... Its not that its not good... BUT juz wish to have more holidays than lecture days... uuhu... But there are a lot of people surrounding us that will definitely disagree with this... haha... Coz they are hardworking type and just love study too much.. hahaha... :) Of coz i don't mean i am very lazy or what... But i am just moderate i guess... Not very hardworking type... I will miss school time during holidays.... But when class started i started to hope for holidays.. hahaha... Since i can't change the fact that tomorrow have to go to lecture class then i just have to enjoy my remaining time for today.. I still left around 9 hours before i go to sleep! Haha...

The First Trial

Umm... This is my first trial of making a blog... I wonder how it will turn out... haha...

Something special

Wow! Totally unbelievable.... Guess nobody will believe me if i told my friends that i just wonder around myself in a totally new area without getting lost somewhere... Back in hometown i m the type of person that can't even find where the exit door at in a small shopping complex.... Some may think this is hilarious.... Well... at least i feel so.... I still can't get it how can i miss the exit door.... humm.... But today is a great success! Haha... i got some books today! Still a lot of books that i wanted to buy.. but i m in a shortage of money.... But the new books seems interesting... Wondering whether it is as nice as the cover or not...