Sorry...

Haha.. it seems like everyone learned a lesson. But some tend to blame it on others. When u said that if you did noting wrong then congratulation, you can be put on the altar, what is the different of saying you did nothing wrong? haha... I find it funny because you never find your own mistake but you expect others to do that? This is so ridiculous... When everyone think that you are wrong.. what can you do? Decide to follow through it or give up in the middle? haha

I.N.D.I.V.I.D.U.A.L vs G.R.O.U.P

Group is so much easier to write compare to individual.. Because as individual u have a lot of things that you have to do and carry out yourself. But when you are in a group... a lot of things can be done together. BUT... individual has no thorns as individual will not hurt themselves. But GROUP will... when in a group.. you are letting yourself to be vulnerable.. I have learned another valuable lesson today. Thanx to the group. :)

Dance With My Father

Back when i was a child before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till i fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And i knew for sure i was loved
If i could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever and
How I do love, love, love
TO dance with my father again
When i and my mother would disagree
To get my way, i would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when i was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If i could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I do love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I do hear my mother cried for him
And i hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I know i am praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she is dying
To dance with my father again
Every night i fall asleep and this is all i ever dream
Every night i fall asleep and this is all i ever dream....

(Luther Vandross)
Sang by Joseph McElderry at x-factor

Totally different feelings when Joseph sang it. But fell so touched for the first time i heard this song.. I can't really catch the lyric when Joseph sang it but can feel the sadness in it. Then when hear Luther Vandross edition, understood the lyric and feel even more into the songs... It... it's just so right at this moment. The feeling.... not only to treasure people around you... Every minute is a gift... to spend without regrets...

Exam Week...

Huh.. exam week.. too many things too study with too little time.. terrible... Hope can have enough time to cover everything.. But i feel so lazy to study.. Feel sleepy all the time.. hahaha.. n feel like playing only..

So little and insignificant

I just realise i am so small and insignificant. I wonder sometimes why i bother so much? I guess its because i do care. But now i know i should not bother to care so much. I feel i am stupid suddenly.. Well i must be.. There is no better explanation for what happened.