当你的关心变成负担。。

When your concern turn into a type of burden for your friend this is when you are almost losing this friend. This actually show that your companion is no longer needed nor appreciated by them anymore and might cause them to be even more unhappy. Suddenly the heart turn frozen. Everything seems meaningless... This is life.. Everything that no matter how much it matter to you it will not stay that way forever.. One day.. it will turn back into an empty phase.

4.0 means anything?

For me it means a lot when you are about to enter the working force... People can only judge your ability by using ur cgpa... BUT? How good or should i say how REAL is tat 4.0? Well... not everyone deserve it anyway.... People can just get it by copying answers... I just know that is the meaning of 4.0 now.. It does not prove anything anymore... It is just how GOOD your are at looking for small source to get that pointer... haha... really crap... But still people tend to judge you by this result anyway... just they never know how is the process of getting it..

High Above?

Some people tend to think that they are better than others.. I wonder why? Haha.. Funny.. i know a few 'FRENS' like this.. they only will SUDDENLY realize your present when they need your help.. Suddenly their attitude turn real nice too!~^^ WOW.. they will say PLS... Unbelievable? Haha... well there is really this type of people... I think maybe because i am not their course mate so they can just treat me like nobody maybe? Well, i don't give a damn what they think actually because i definitely don't need their help. Instead somehow i really feel funny and pity them.. They are the one that need my help but that's is their ways to treat people although they need peoples help? You might succeed in Uni circle but do you think when you carry this sort of attitude to the outside world people will care bout u? Haha... well.. lets just see how successful they can be.. Maybe they will be real successful because they are really good at 'praising' others.. Or should i said USING others... hahaha.. say cheese for them... that is their ways to become someone which i definitely will not choose to go..

Chap Goh Mei

Last day of CNY... Just like that fifteen days passed... Gonna miss the cny spirit... I enjoy.. The Holidays.. haha.. Definitely the friends and family company as well... Seldom got the chance to see them and gather together nowadays. Tats y.. well.. my last day of CNY passed with celebration at KFC.. hahaha.. with my housemate.. something new... the feelings is different... i still miss the holiday.. zzz... everyday also lazy to go for class... huh

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!~

Happy Chinese New Year everyone... :) A very happy celebration indeed. But this year seems like a bit... ermm... not that merry? Maybe because a lot of friends is not around.. But still the feelings is there and i enjoy this year chinese new year a lot... Hope everyone the same as well.. :) soon will have to go back to Uni again.. Haiz.. exam, assignment, exam, report, social problem... is all the 'routine' that need to be tackle again..

SARAWAK.

Currently blogging in my hometown.. I am really proud to say that i come from East Malaysia! Lately a friend of mine asked me whether Sarawak people still stay in long house in a JOKING way which i personally kind of piss off. For goodness sake.. I wonder why people can be so ignorant. Yes, no doubt West Malaysia KL area is really develop. BUT EAST MALAYSIA IS DEFINITELY NOT THAT UNDER DEVELOP AS WELL. What can i say? Can't really blame them as they never came here before. What i can say is Long house is one of the tourism attraction but that does not mean everyone is living in a long house. We do have tall building that use LIFT ad escalator as well... @@ even postcard can see that as well... so please don't ask some question that will only make yourself as well as me look like an idiot ok?

A little note..

A acquaintance of mine wrote this the other day..
" there is always sun after the rain"
I answered by saying that " My life is always raining recently"
I personally enjoy rainy seasons.. But when your life is always raining, some how you will lose your faith in life.. Cheer up i said to myself because there is always the rainbow after the rain. Maybe i will not see the sun but definitely the weather is better after a rain..

I am so busy catching up with my life this semester.. With the internship due date coming closer and closer.. I am definitely very nervous... My friends found their internship place most of them... I am still struggling here... Wish me luck... That's the only things i can tell myself.