SomeOne sOmeday

Society Class

2011-09-23T19:10:00.002+08:00

I realised that once I started working first lesson learnt in society is to talk and behave like one...
First..
Never show you dislike that person even though you feel like killing tat person at that instant! Keep yourself and smile at him/her politely and chat with him/her like you are super close.
Second..
Forget what your boss scold you about the instance you come out from his/her room. Only remember and keep in mind that everything he/she does will make you improve more on your work performance. If you mind every single words they use and take it personally will only make you feel very stress.
Third..
Do everything happily! You will start feeling extreme stress when you are not in the right mood.. I would say the ATTITUDE how you face the jobs and task..
Fourth..
Realise that your colleague are not like your friend! Especially if you are new and they have been there for a while.. TIME is everything.. Takes time to strengthen your relationship with them I would say... They may not necessarily nice to you but just bare with it. Eventually I believe one day it will turn better.
Fifth..
Know how to ask the right question or the tactics of asking question. Same question can be asked in different ways that will give different outcome!
Sixth..
Writing email needs skills as well!
Seventh..
Read more! All sort of material! Variety! Be it sports, gardening, etc etc.. Because you need all sort of topics to struck a conversation with all sort of people...

Until here first this time.. :D

The scar is not heal

2011-02-09T20:18:00.003+08:00

The sealed scar is opened up
Just because i care about you..
Just wishing that you have a better life..
But you do not need my care
You think that you can have a better life without my interference
Let it be then..
At this moment
I realised it is not worth to concern anymore
Sealing up the opened door for you
Leaving a small window
Letting you peep into my life
But i am sorry.
You are not invited into my life
My door is not open for u.. :)
I have to say thank you for that past
But i feel sorry for you..
Praying for u so that u have a better life :)

Dedicated this msg to a girl.. But i do not think that she will ever see this msg..
Maybe one day i will decide to delete this msg but right at this moment... This is how i feel.. :) I am not angry with you.. you are more than a stranger.. But no more than a friend...

带着沉重的心情回来了。

2011-02-05T16:37:00.002+08:00

新年的第三天。。
回到来大学。。。很不舍得但心里知道是一定要面对的。。。
虽然觉得很伤心，但是还有很长远的路等着我。。。
加油！这是我常对自己说的。。。
很快的，就要和大学的朋友说再见了!
在那时候又觉得不舍得他们吧。。。

The suppressed anger

2011-01-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

Urgh... It is soooo hard to suppress the anger boiling inside~~~ Your mind keep telling you that u must control the anger and cannot let the anger win over you because you cannot lose control in front of this particular human.... It is soooo hard!~ Juz because she is older... who is the one who create that we must respect the elder no matter what??? EVEN when she is wrong and she think she is so ALMIGHTY HIGH, u still need to respect her.... WOW! Hey U! juz because u r older than me does not make u more superior ok? Pls go back and look into the mirror! BTW, if u r so damn smart u will not just stuck in here. So what if the things i know is less than u? By the time i reach ur age i might be even more knowledgeable than u. So what are u so proud of? U experience it once too and now u try to act so high up in front of me? This will not make me respect you but only make me feel pity for u... So i forgive u... hah

2011

2010-12-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2010, December 31st...
Went out to have dinner with my fren..
Having a nice chat at a great atmosphere...
SO SWEET
Greeted by Mr/Mrs Cockroach at home...
NOT COOL

First day of 2011, January 1st...
Lazying around at home...
Enjoying the last two days of the remaining holiday..
Wishing the whole world clock stop functioning so that no class on Monday....
Maybe sudden public holiday on Monday?
Getting even more lazy.... (Sweet... ^^Y)
I like doing nothing like this!

Life is just great when holiday mood kicks in...
When the time come to start the engine, it needs time...
Seems like the engine is old and need some service.....
But when time come to move, it will still function .. (i guess)

Memorable day

2010-11-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

Should be a sunny day
But why is it a bit blue..?

Shooting stars

2010-10-07T19:57:00.001+08:00

Hoping for the lucky star,
To make an impossible wish,
Just one tiny simple wish,
But it's so far away from me,
Too high up for my reach....

new sem new hope

2010-07-12T20:59:00.001+08:00

New semester... suppose with a new hope? but this sem i think i should not hope too much and just went through my life.. I want a peaceful one without much problem... just want to enjoy my uni life.. sudenly feel very tired of all the struggle....

reality.

2010-06-12T23:04:00.002+08:00

Double face human... wats tat? it mean u face ur life with all sort of attitude.. Gud things? no idea... suppose we should face everyone with sincerity but in this society how many of us really cn do that? i used to be proud that i can do that but now i decided its time to change. LIFE is... about pretending, NO? disagree? haha... surely some will said no but ask yourself how many times have you feel disagree with someone but you still have to accept it because its your boss, teacher or someone else and you don't want to add more trouble to your pocket? Uni life.. society life... teach me a lot of lesson. I am no longer that naive... I.. grow up... But still not yet fast enough to catch up with life.. i am still doing my homework everyday.. and day by day i start to think i am becoming more and more fake. I somehow lost myself in tis life but i preserve the real me with those i value. Because without them i will really lost the real me.. with them its just so right to be yourself.. because they understand and accept just how you are.. But others may not.. This is life. Nobody will be loved by everyone. There will surely somebody who cnt accept juz the way you are. That is when the faking started because it is just necessary to survive.. but dun ever ever lost yourself in the process.... possible? if the world is not that complicated how it will be?

都是一样的。。不知道还是爱强出头。。真搞笑

2010-05-26T10:46:00.002+08:00

Omg... Why all of them is like that i wonder... you don't know what to do and asked for people opinion but you don't want to accept... Then why asked in the first place? I really cannot stand it... If you think you are much more superior then me, then do not waste your time asking because it will only make people frustrated and angry. It is nothing wrong with you so sure with ur own idea and opinion but it just not right to ask for peoples opinion just to argue and protect your own. -.-' When they have no idea what to do they still insist of doing something which is FRUITLESS and WASTING MY TIME. Huh... I know maybe you feel bored because nothing to do but that is not the proper way of LOOKING for something to do people... When you voice out 'people' said because she had no idea wat else to do or we can do this this this first then just this this this... WHICH equal to a waste of time in the end as you still need to redo the thing the next time.. Then after you did something 'people' will just take away your effort and treat it like its their own.. wow!~ Good man... When you offer to help people will reject it but when people realise that they cant finish it or they are lazy then they will ask u to do it. In the first place just divide it lar for goodness sake. I will not going to go and boast it is my hard work ok? humm... good at acting...

what will i gain by the end of intern?

2010-05-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

For now.. there is two things that i am sure.. one is, i will have a pair of muscular legs!~ haha.. everyday i will walk back home from highway..!~ better than waiting for bus.. really need to thanx my colleague for willing to drive me there on his way back.. As for another thing will be gaining extra weight!! All the colleague is really very nice that they keep asking people to eat.. haha... i have been eating my breakfast, then brunch then lunch then tea time and dinner... wow....

First Day of My Intern..

2010-05-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

First day of intern... I went to my working place at 6am in the morning by using bus then switch to komuter.. After around an hour plus i finally arrived at the location. HOWEVER, when i was waiting for the Director, they told me... I went to the wrong place. They asked me to catch another van to go to the place where i am suppose to go.. -.-' OMG. I went there in a good condition but i came back with my 10 toes wrapped in plastersss because of blistersssss.. I missed the van to go back to the Komuter station. Finally when i arrived at komuter station, the komuter is broken down.. finally when i reach the bus station, i waited for another one hour plussss for the bus... I went to work at 6am, finished work around 5.30pm BUT i arrive home at 10pm??!! can anyone imagine that? omg.. i omos cried because of frustration!~~

Sorry...

2010-04-28T11:21:00.002+08:00

Haha.. it seems like everyone learned a lesson. But some tend to blame it on others. When u said that if you did noting wrong then congratulation, you can be put on the altar, what is the different of saying you did nothing wrong? haha... I find it funny because you never find your own mistake but you expect others to do that? This is so ridiculous... When everyone think that you are wrong.. what can you do? Decide to follow through it or give up in the middle? haha

I.N.D.I.V.I.D.U.A.L vs G.R.O.U.P

2010-04-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

Group is so much easier to write compare to individual.. Because as individual u have a lot of things that you have to do and carry out yourself. But when you are in a group... a lot of things can be done together. BUT... individual has no thorns as individual will not hurt themselves. But GROUP will... when in a group.. you are letting yourself to be vulnerable.. I have learned another valuable lesson today. Thanx to the group. :)

Dance With My Father

2010-04-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Back when i was a child before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till i fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And i knew for sure i was loved
If i could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever and
How I do love, love, love
TO dance with my father again
When i and my mother would disagree
To get my way, i would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when i was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If i could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I do love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I do hear my mother cried for him
And i hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I know i am praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she is dying
To dance with my father again
Every night i fall asleep and this is all i ever dream
Every night i fall asleep and this is all i ever dream....

(Luther Vandross)
Sang by Joseph McElderry at x-factor

Totally different feelings when Joseph sang it. But fell so touched for the first time i heard this song.. I can't really catch the lyric when Joseph sang it but can feel the sadness in it. Then when hear Luther Vandross edition, understood the lyric and feel even more into the songs... It... it's just so right at this moment. The feeling.... not only to treasure people around you... Every minute is a gift... to spend without regrets...

Exam Week...

2010-04-12T22:43:00.001+08:00

Huh.. exam week.. too many things too study with too little time.. terrible... Hope can have enough time to cover everything.. But i feel so lazy to study.. Feel sleepy all the time.. hahaha.. n feel like playing only..

So little and insignificant

2010-04-09T17:15:00.001+08:00

I just realise i am so small and insignificant. I wonder sometimes why i bother so much? I guess its because i do care. But now i know i should not bother to care so much. I feel i am stupid suddenly.. Well i must be.. There is no better explanation for what happened.

当你的关心变成负担。。

2010-03-16T16:28:00.003+08:00

When your concern turn into a type of burden for your friend this is when you are almost losing this friend. This actually show that your companion is no longer needed nor appreciated by them anymore and might cause them to be even more unhappy. Suddenly the heart turn frozen. Everything seems meaningless... This is life.. Everything that no matter how much it matter to you it will not stay that way forever.. One day.. it will turn back into an empty phase.

4.0 means anything?

2010-03-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

For me it means a lot when you are about to enter the working force... People can only judge your ability by using ur cgpa... BUT? How good or should i say how REAL is tat 4.0? Well... not everyone deserve it anyway.... People can just get it by copying answers... I just know that is the meaning of 4.0 now.. It does not prove anything anymore... It is just how GOOD your are at looking for small source to get that pointer... haha... really crap... But still people tend to judge you by this result anyway... just they never know how is the process of getting it..

High Above?

2010-03-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

Some people tend to think that they are better than others.. I wonder why? Haha.. Funny.. i know a few 'FRENS' like this.. they only will SUDDENLY realize your present when they need your help.. Suddenly their attitude turn real nice too!~^^ WOW.. they will say PLS... Unbelievable? Haha... well there is really this type of people... I think maybe because i am not their course mate so they can just treat me like nobody maybe? Well, i don't give a damn what they think actually because i definitely don't need their help. Instead somehow i really feel funny and pity them.. They are the one that need my help but that's is their ways to treat people although they need peoples help? You might succeed in Uni circle but do you think when you carry this sort of attitude to the outside world people will care bout u? Haha... well.. lets just see how successful they can be.. Maybe they will be real successful because they are really good at 'praising' others.. Or should i said USING others... hahaha.. say cheese for them... that is their ways to become someone which i definitely will not choose to go..

Chap Goh Mei

2010-02-28T22:12:00.002+08:00

Last day of CNY... Just like that fifteen days passed... Gonna miss the cny spirit... I enjoy.. The Holidays.. haha.. Definitely the friends and family company as well... Seldom got the chance to see them and gather together nowadays. Tats y.. well.. my last day of CNY passed with celebration at KFC.. hahaha.. with my housemate.. something new... the feelings is different... i still miss the holiday.. zzz... everyday also lazy to go for class... huh

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!~

2010-02-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone... :) A very happy celebration indeed. But this year seems like a bit... ermm... not that merry? Maybe because a lot of friends is not around.. But still the feelings is there and i enjoy this year chinese new year a lot... Hope everyone the same as well.. :) soon will have to go back to Uni again.. Haiz.. exam, assignment, exam, report, social problem... is all the 'routine' that need to be tackle again..

SARAWAK.

2010-02-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

Currently blogging in my hometown.. I am really proud to say that i come from East Malaysia! Lately a friend of mine asked me whether Sarawak people still stay in long house in a JOKING way which i personally kind of piss off. For goodness sake.. I wonder why people can be so ignorant. Yes, no doubt West Malaysia KL area is really develop. BUT EAST MALAYSIA IS DEFINITELY NOT THAT UNDER DEVELOP AS WELL. What can i say? Can't really blame them as they never came here before. What i can say is Long house is one of the tourism attraction but that does not mean everyone is living in a long house. We do have tall building that use LIFT ad escalator as well... @@ even postcard can see that as well... so please don't ask some question that will only make yourself as well as me look like an idiot ok?

A little note..

2010-02-01T23:04:00.003+08:00

A acquaintance of mine wrote this the other day..
" there is always sun after the rain"
I answered by saying that " My life is always raining recently"
I personally enjoy rainy seasons.. But when your life is always raining, some how you will lose your faith in life.. Cheer up i said to myself because there is always the rainbow after the rain. Maybe i will not see the sun but definitely the weather is better after a rain..

I am so busy catching up with my life this semester.. With the internship due date coming closer and closer.. I am definitely very nervous... My friends found their internship place most of them... I am still struggling here... Wish me luck... That's the only things i can tell myself.

A New Year come...

2010-01-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

New year, new resolution, new hope?
Certainly hope so! To those who have lost their faith, catch up with it just one more time! Only this time please try harder than last time!
Only when you believe then it will come true.
I don't know since when i lost my faith and since when i started to grab hold on that believe...

Have you enjoyed your year 2009?
For those who had, congratez because its not easy to live our life to the fullest, there is always some regrets and disappointment in it but nevertheless the real failure is when you admit you fail forever. So stand up and be stronger from every fall that come upon you.
For those who think they dud not enjoy it or not happy with it, well.. here is your new chance! Why don't you grab it? Don't make yourself disappointed again.. Peoples can make you life worse but only you can make your life better if you want it so much for it to be true!

I got Molested By THE COCKROACH!~~

2009-12-28T17:14:00.002+08:00

OMG!~~ The first day of the semester already got disturbed by the cockroach.. It CRAWL on my leg when i am sleeping last night!~ What the HELL??!!! No place to go already is it???? Why must crawl on me... And the worst is i catch it with my hand because i am so blur and still sleeping that time... It struggle inside my wrist that time... Can feel some hairy stuff and feel ticklish... Wow... i straight away throw it away and suddenly just totally awake and see it crawl on the wall!~~ Stupid cockroach!!~~ Totally don't need to sleep already after that... Luckily my housemate help me to kill it... Although after that i still find it hard to sleep anymore... huh... What a good way to start my new semester

A life that is not being blessed

2009-11-11T00:50:00.002+08:00

From the first day 'she' is born she is destined to go through a life that is not being blessed by others. The mother discarded her when she is still young. Rain and thunder struck.. It's so cold out there till a level where almost frozen but inside the tiny little heart it is so warm because she believe that love is not selfish and others are willing to share some of the unlimited love for her. She follows whoever that pass by the area just to get some love but sadly, people are just too busy to care for her or they don't even bother to slow down and look at her. She did not give up her life because of that.. she continue trying to find the love... She bravely face the bigger cat and managed to scared it away. The car stopped when she is in the middle of the road because she does not know what to do when crossing the road.
She meet some one on the bridge and followed that person back. That person had given her a chance to live again. That person think that it is a life no matter it is dirty or clean, poor or wealthy, sick or healthy. She deserve to live. But there are also some that think she is so annoying and can just kick her without thinking twice of their action. Just because she is annoying. there are also people that think this is actually not helping because it will only cause her to suffer.
"Maybe you think it is a bless for her but to her maybe it is not a bless.." How true is this statement? Is it really that's the way things work? Is it mean we should not helps others at all?
To me. maybe it is true that when we helped people, others may bot appreciate it or they may not need it. But if that person really in need why we need to care so much and cannot just lend out our hand and help whatever we can do? I do not know they need it or not but at least at this moment this is the only thing i can do for others. If everyone also think that when we are helping people maybe it only bring suffer to that person then nobody will be helping anybody then what is the different of living in our own world without family, friends, neighbours or anybody at all?

Temporary holidays..~

2009-11-06T00:24:00.001+08:00

Exam! Exam! Exam! Not much time to blogging recently.. a lot of things happen in my life recently... Headache... Sick again... haha... Wait for my exam to officially end... Blog will be on holidays as well.... T.T

Exam..?

2009-10-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

How come during the time of exam the more you feel like sleeping and doing nonsense things like watching and gaming...? I slept for four hours again today.... T.T Feel like wasting time.. should do something more meaningful.... Is that really a circle of life? Why cannot break free from that cycle... Cycle of eat sleep and study... How well are we if we break free from this cycle?

A stage of life....

2009-10-20T23:17:00.002+08:00

People said after ait for STPM, Uni life will be a piece of cake.. But after start the Uni life just realise it is just so different from what we heard previously. They said its easy but it is not that easy only. People said when in Uni we will never have to worry about position in the class because there is no such things in Uni anymore. Everyone will help each other to score well. The FACT is that although no more position but uni student STILL competing against each other for CGPA. It is just a lie!~ No such things as helping each other out. People when only come to you when you got something they want from. It is very pathetic. They will not help you out because they will still want to out done you no matter there is positioning or not... Therefore, coming to uni is just another stage of life to prepare you when you are facing reaL world later... Get use to it everyone...

能吃也是一种福气

2009-10-18T01:39:00.002+08:00

I used to eat but after that will think of gaining weight. Sounds familiar? I think most girls ara like that. But sometimes we just forget how lucky we are to be able to just eat what we want and get what ever food we want as long as we wish to have it. Now, i think that i really appreciate more when i eat instead of thinking of the 'fat' althought sometime will still say about it but i think it does not really matter anymore... Eating is a kind of happiness too... A lot of people cannot even eat enough or not even have enough food for them even if they want to get fat. But for us, instead of finishing the food or appreciate the overloaded food we have, we only think of throwing away the food, wasting it or even complaint about it. Instead of doing that, why not just enjoy the food to the fullest? We are blessed with the unlimited food resource. If you really think you cannot take so many food for scared of the extra weight, then take less food when ordering instead of throwing it away when you cannot finish it.. I think it is a little contribution we can do to the earth as well. We are living as if we got two earth.

Unable to forget...

2009-10-12T19:03:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went out with my course mates to celebrate one of my course mate birthday... We used bus to go to the KTM station... It is the longest journey i ever had...! Not because i never went to KTM station but it is because it take one hour and fifteen minute to arrive KTM... Normally we only need around twenty minute..!~ Then during the journey to the KTM, we saw three cars broken down as well as accident. Then, when we arrive KTM station.. We need to cross over a bridge to get to the KTM there.. Suddenly, there is this lady... with one of her eye sight blind and very rough. She stopped one of my friend and insist she gave her RM 2.00. She said she got no money and if we do not believe her we can check her body.. But my friend just said no and pull her friend away. Then this lady suddenly went hysteria and start scolding us.. She said something like kurang ajar, pergi mampus, RM 2.00 also don't want to give and so so on.. Then she cross over the bridge and stop in the middle... That time we did not think too much and just cross the bridge... She suddenly stopped us and black mail us! She said its my friend's fault she cannot get the RM 2.00 now she want RM 5.00!~ And she just keep on getting nearer and nearer.... In the end she gave her that RM 5.00... Then she went off and took the beggar money as well!~~~ OMG!!!~~~ When she arrive to the end of the bridge we saw her taking out her hand phone~~~ No money but got hand phone... Rob the beggar some more!~ Huh... really unforgettable day.... full with memory...

Mooncake celebration...

2009-10-08T22:08:00.004+08:00

I still remember its Saturday which i have double class for my extra co curriculum... How is the moon cake celebration going on for you guys last week? As for me here it is consider lucky this year... ^^ Coz my house mate's mum brought all these delicacies for us... Yumm yumm.... Although this year can't celebrate it beside my family member but its still a memorable moon cake festival... When celebrating with Friends and not family member i think you will feel even more grateful when celebrating this event.. It make you think of your family member... Hope everyone has a happy moon cake festival celebration too....

Moon cake celebration delicacies brought by my fren...

This is what i did for my whole semester during extra curriculum.... From waxing till colouring.... Its a very fun process actually... really nice...

My drawing on the cloth before colouring...

After colour and a few mor process
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My neighbour's cat

2009-10-08T21:49:00.006+08:00

The cat is so cute.... Taken when its sleeping... Lots of posing!~

First pose....

Second Pose...

Third pose...

Fourth Pose...

Finally.... Become like this

A little bit dissapointed...

2009-09-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

Staying outside the hostel is good in term that you have more freedom... However, you got a new problem to stress on somehow... Staying outside is even more challenging compare to staying in the hostel as you really need to calculate and estimate your money usage since you have to pay for the rental, electric and water bill.... This electric and water bill sometimes might be a lot! It depends on your housemate usage as well.. If in the hostel you never have to concern about this problem at all.. Next, we have to think about some inconsiderate housemate again. They just not being really cooperative sometimes... Not that they realise i think.. Of coz they don't mean anything too... But you will just get pissed off out of a sudden. So at this moment it depends on how well you manage it. If somehow it is not managed nicely, definitely gona leave some scars and marks in each and everyone heart waiting to explode.. :) Sometimes, you might just get some inconsiderate one. As the longer you stay with someone the more bad habits appear... Haha.. Human nature.. But, of coz not all are bad.. There are always some sweet memories there where you can't get when staying at hostel. :) I think happy and sweet memories is always more than sad one... Let's jus minimize the sad one and enlarge the happiness :) This will make the world a better place to stay... Btw, have you switch of the uneccesary lights off? Contribute even a little for our earth.. :)

Friday..

2009-09-25T19:56:00.001+08:00

helping those who is still on holidays to count down... As usual.. I am still in holiday mood... But better... i guess... The take home test left one more question... Another assignment finish drafting just need to write it down on a piece of paper... Another assignment which is the worst.. I did 2 pages only out of 15 pages! i am so dead.... Not that i don't want to do it.. I just don't know what to write!! Haiz.... My head almost blow up already... Stress... stress... stress.... so stress till i have no idea what i should do now....

craP~

2009-09-21T21:35:00.003+08:00

I am so dead... this holiday is just too fun to give up!!! I am so lazy to do anything at all!!~ I still got two assigment in hand and one take home test which i have to hand it in on next week.. I just realise its MOndaY already today.... for those who are still in holiday moods, wake up guys!! Do what ever you are suppose to do before you continue with the holiday mood... haha.. Oh Yeah! Who ever that feels to play games, try the brain challenge at the facebook there.. My brain is so small!! It calculate how big is ur brain.. haha.. very funny though...

Gone WiLd~

2009-09-18T21:13:00.002+08:00

Holidays officially started yesterday after i went to help out in the exhibition.... Night time we went for dinner.. We had bak kut teh.. but tat bak kut teh is not my cup of tea... Not very nice... Still its ok lar... then we went to Mid valley.... Walk around..... Go for BUBBLE TEA... So sudden want to take bubble tea sooooooo sooooo much.... Hahaha... Nice! The bubble not that nice anyway still find it ok overall... Haha.... Miri kokoberry is still nicer with a reasonable price.. haha... Then we went for MOVIE!~ OMG... this movie is nice! For those who enjoy thriller... Must go to CINEMA to watch it.... I mean with the effect at the cinema its a lot a lot nicer... hehehe.... The movie title is 'Orphan'... this is really not a bad movie... At least i found its a lot more better than most of the ghost movies.... The story line is a bit unbelievable... Give it a try... Hahaha

Exam?

2009-09-13T20:52:00.002+08:00

What is exam? I do not know the meaning of this words anymore... Feel like... So get used to it already... Sitting for exam since kidnergarten until now... How is it like a world without exam? Hemm... I have no idea... Maybe will be a better one maybe a worse one compare to now.. Nobody has the exact answer... But... Tommorrow is going to have exam... But i feel motionless now... i do not feel like studying... I have no idea what happen to me... >.<

Just Sharing...

2009-09-11T18:56:00.003+08:00

Hemm... ever tried when told your friend some happy moments which you only wish to share with them but in the return just get some real pathetic comment back? Haha.. They said i am trying to show off? Maybe it means nothing when they said that.. but i just felt... some weird feeling i guess coz i am just trying to share with them some happy things but ends up with kind of bad conclusion... So maybe next time i should not said too much... haiz... I am just thinking of sharing only.... But always remember that they might not like what you are trying to share with them... i should have realise this fact earlier... But i think i get it now...

Dissapointment in myself...

2009-09-02T13:32:00.002+08:00

What is the feeling of being dissapointed with yourself? It is terrible... You will feel like cursing yourself all the way... I hate myself for that! When things happened upon others, we can alway ask them to cheer up, do not give up and so on.. BUT when things hapen on ourself, we will always never be able to do the same... We can not even persuade ourself... I think i must be blind!! Why i did not see the question properly???!!! First exam finished... And also get the result back already.. Next will be the second exam... First exam i did not do well in it which is a shame... I find that i am feeling bad part of it is because others get a lot better marks because they had the past year question and they juz score better... The lesson of this exam, next time just focus on the past year paper.... Huh... i wonder this time how will my score be...?

Assignment.. assignment and assignment...

2009-08-24T15:49:00.001+08:00

Well.. i can't say my life is interesting as it is only covered with assignment and assignment and assignment.... Just straight after you pass this up another assignment come again.. Lately we had to go through lots of sleepless nights.... its so.... TIRING!! And the worst things is that day i go and check my eyes degree suddenly raise up a lot! I suspect there is something to do with this sleeping late habits.. So guys don't sleep late!

Bad days..

2009-08-14T13:00:00.002+08:00

It happened yesterday... But i think it is not too late to write it down... It happenED.. Humm... Well let'ssee..I start my day with going to Language class... During the lesson... SOMEBODY yelled at us using "Hey..." and "Hey You.." and ends with "Ah MOI!" wao... Who the hell they think they are... Why can't you just poke us with the attendance list and need to yelled at other people like that... This is so rude... If now i am the one doing that to them its bad but if they are doing that to others its good.. Why all the thinking is like that? I don't get it.... Then a serial of continuous bad things happened. All the people i meet yesterday is almost like that... Cut the line, not moving in to give space for others in the bus, etc, etc... Huh...

12.48am

2009-08-10T00:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday sleep soooo early... which is 4.45am in the morning... Start to have the bad habits of sleeping late since starting this semester... Why like that? Well... let me see... First every week we got three reports to hand in not counting all the other small small assignment and project stuff... Then now even add up with the exam again... aiz... Hope can do better than last exam... Still scared it is in BM again.. OMG.. pls don't do that to me... Sometime just really don't understand how they answer the question when they study in English and answer in Bm... ?? Can anyone tell me how? haha... well, i guess i just have to learn... Tonight need to sleep late again... because tomorrow got exam! Well... I don't really know how the format of the exam will be... Juz hope i can answer... Sometime juz feel the time not enough to use.. If one day got 48 hours will still complain not enough.. that is life...

Contact lens...

2009-08-09T19:23:00.003+08:00

Wow... Last friday is my faculty course night... First time i used contact lens! Unbelievable the feeling!! Imagine u need to see yourself putting the lense with your finger INTO your eyes! Wah... really... somemore looking at yourself putting it in the mirror again.. haha... Well this is the first experience for me... :) haha... I take a lot a lot of pictures!! Hahaha... so sweet.. Hemm it is a very sweet memory after all... :)

First day after Uni hoLidays~

2009-08-05T14:34:00.002+08:00

The moment i step into the lecture room i saw a lot of students holding a piece of paper at their on seat already... This mean i am late for my exam which is a first time.... So i guess it is always true when they said there is always a first time for everything huh? The moment i sit down and flipped my exam sheet... Guess what? IT IS IN BM AGAIN!!!! Oh Great... I study in English and you want me to translate everything back to BM?? Hemm.. how smart... Yay... In the end i just answered two question.. DOn'T get me wrong... Its 1i and ii NOT 1 and 2! and there is 5 question all of it... Wow.... I think if can score 20 out of 100 it is real good already.... To said i am not disappointed sound a bit too unbelievable already... To be honest i am not as sad as previously when i can answer better... I wonder why? Maybe this time exam i just carrying the feeling of learning something and not sitting for exam... I feel like i learn something new... So although i will not score well... I do not feel it is THAT IMPORTANT anymore.... This time test consume 20 percent of the final if not mistaken... So i guess i will only score a few marks which mean i need to pay extra works in this subjects compare to my other friends...

Mix uP?

2009-08-03T16:30:00.002+08:00

I can't describe my feelings now... too mix up.. firstly, the pc fair ended safely yesterday.. that was Sunday 2nd of august.. Now, everyone started to wonder what is the pc fair got to do with me? Coz i juz brought my new baby yesterday. I got a new laptop and this time i taken some prevention.. i brought the laptop with an insurance package called 'U care'. If got thieves broke into the house, u just need to take the picture of the door condition and then bring the police report, they will give you back a new laptop exactly like the one you buy. Even if the laptop got snatched by the thief, the procedure is the same. Just report to the police and you can get a new one back..! Good isn't it? haha... then, now is the sad part...I am broke after i bought the laptop... T.T then, Wednesday uni will reopen di! Haiz... And i will be having exam that day! I don't want!!! Then of coz no more semester break is a bad news too... haha...

School holidays..

2009-07-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

Suddenly uni announce holiday for a week.... Really like don't know what to do.... Haiz... After that one week holiday then have to sit for exam again! I want sem break... This holiday happened too sudden that i don't know what to do... haha

What will THEY say?

2009-07-20T17:15:00.002+08:00

The question given is: What will the natural world might want to pray to god about us, 'HUMAN'?

Thinking as a wildlife...

Dear god, i pray that you can listen to this prayer. I just hope that human can leave my home alone without doing any harm to them. Every day i see my house area getting smaller and smaller. The trees are being cut down as they like. Sometime they would even chase me and my friend and tried to kill us or catch us to sell to other human that are interested with part of my body. They like my skin and meat especially. Some will even take my friends horns.I lost a lot of my friends and even my family too. One day, i just can't find them after i came back from hunting. I felt lost. I lost my friends, my family and my home just because of human greed. I feel that we have done nothing wrong to them but i don't understand why they have to treat us this way. Is it because we have four legs instead of two which make us different? This day, it is also getting harder for me to hunt for food. I feel so sorry that sometime i have to wonder too far from my home into the city just to hunt for food. I did not mean any harm and i did not mean to shock anyone too. I felt terrified too when everyone started screaming when they saw me..I know i must not scare them because they will put me to sleep and catch me somewhere else from my house if they saw me.. But one day, this will not happen anymore because i will be extinct and you will never know who i am again. So is your future generation.

Haiz...

2009-07-14T17:43:00.001+08:00

I got lots of assignment and now i don't have laptop some more how am i going to finish it on time? Hemm... Really annoying.... Even if want to get a new laptop also need a sum of money... Haiz... that is what i am lack of...

deja Vu...

2009-07-13T17:52:00.002+08:00

How i wish i got this deja vu ability... Then i would have known when the thieves will come into my house and i can prevent it from happening... I lost my laptop which is not even one year old, my purse which of cause contain money to buy my textbook....!!! Really so heartache especially when i bought the laptop using my own salary.... haih... Now i can't do my assignment and everything... Thanks to the thieves!! Why rob us, the students?! We are so poor already!! Haih..... Really pathetic... Got any way of earning money please do let me know.... :-/
After i lost everything... i really feel like some sort of fugitive... I have no IC and penniless some more... Then you have to cancel all the ATM cards and all the other cards which got stolen just in case they tried to do anything.... Then you had to endure the frustration of the bank worker when the bank workers THINK GOING HOME IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN HELPING YOU TO JUST CANCEL THE CARD IN CASE THE THIEVES USE IT!

Hard Work?

2009-07-09T17:44:00.002+08:00

No one falls by chance, it is by CHOICE.
No one gets better by chance, it is by WORK.

Sometime just need to work a little little bit extra harder to achieve it...
How you know you have done you best actually? Sometime you feel you have done you best but maybe you can do even better? Nobody can be sure what you can do unless you try it out yourself...

Something MeaningfuL..

2009-07-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

Try to read this story... Its a bit hard to understand at first... I find it so true.. Just like human nature...

Man A asked man B:
"If you had two houses, what would you do with them?"
Man B replied:
"Keep one and give the other to the state".
"if you had two cows what would you do with them?", man A asked.
"Keep one and give the other to the state", man B replied.
"If you had two chickens, what would you do to them?", man A asked again.
"Keep them both", man B replied.
"Why?" man A asked.
"Because i have two chickens", the friend replied.

When you don't have the things it is always so easy for you to just give some empty promise. But when you really have something and wanted you to let go or give away it is always so hard to give it away...

First Day!~

2009-07-06T17:03:00.002+08:00

This is the first day of my YeAr 2 Sem 1 in uni.... Well.. nothing much change.. the class still well... terrible... the course mate just the same... except got some done some changes to their hair... umm... Lecturer still same... BOreD.. Oh yEa! Got some course mate suddenly disappear.. i guess they change course di lor... haha... Well... Can't say good or bad.. as long as they like it then its ok... Hemm.. that day when i leave my hometown... Kinda sad but in the mean time still feel quite happy... Maybe coz at here you have more time and freedom to do what you like... :)

RecoverY..

2009-06-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

Wow... really thought i might slim down after sickness.. But ends up during recovery process i kinda gobble up even more... -.-' really... haih... Sick is really terrible~! I mean... when you go and see three different doctors with three different prescription AND still won't get well...! then its really terrible... But luckily somehow i am in the process of recovery... So until now i still don't know whose medicine worked and which doctor analysed my sickness correctly... With this H1N1 getting serious even in east Malaysia now.. The date for me to return to west Malaysia is getting nearer and nearer too... Anything that can be done to avoid catching up with it? No idea... To all my friends... Be careful and please do take good care of yourself.. :)

What have you missed?

2009-06-15T21:50:00.002+08:00

What have you missed?

She asked her husband what had you missed at age 25..
The husband replied that he missed a new job opportunity.

At age 35, he angrily said he missed a bus...

At age 45, he grieved and said he missed the opportunity to look at his relative for one last time...

At age 55, he disappointingly said he missed the chance to retire early..

At age 65, he said in rush that he missed the dentist appointment..

At age 75, she didn't ask her husband anymore... At this moment the husband kneels beside her in the patient ward and thought of the question she always asked him.. He asked her back.

She replied with a smile that she never missed HIM...

At this moment the husband is in tears.. Thinking that they will be able to spend the whole life together therefore never ever look back or slow down with his jobs.. But he forgotten the most important thing...

The husband said "I MISSED YOUR 50 YEARS OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE"

Sometimes even when its not someone we missed... We might have missed out other things... Life... Full with lots of other meaningful things beside jobs.. Sometimes just sit back and relax, have a cup of tea... and look around us.. Many things happening but we are too busy to slow down and have a look at it...

To those out there that are lack of motivation...

2009-06-14T21:31:00.003+08:00

Hemm... I am a bit bit depressed previously.... I guess i am the one that put myself into that situation... Ever feel like why i can't get it when everyone else can? It make you feel like you are not working it hard enough (partially true)... But the most importantly it also make you feel like you are not good enough! Feel like... "why this happen to me?" Then i came across this email...

Smooth roads never make good drivers
Smooth sea never makes good sailors
Clear Skies never makes good Pilots .

Problem and hassle free Life NEVER makes a strong person
Be Strong enough to accept the challenges of Life
Don't ask Life , 'Why Me ? .
Instead say 'try Me!'

I think its quite meaningful... If our life is just smooth all the way... when we fall down i think it will hurt real hard and we might never know how to stand up again... Somehow.... try saying TRY ME really kind of help you to be more brave in the challenge... YEA! I miss it this time, i didn't get it well.. SO WHAT? I can try again next time... I am sure its better than continue feeling sad for the failure... Cheers~!

Dumpling Festival...

2009-05-29T16:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday.. Just passed... for those out there surely miss dumpling festival a lot a lot.... Haha.... When u din really eaten any dumpling at all for at least half year? I mean NONE at all ya... So the moment u bite ur teeth into the dumpling... It just.. taste soooo awesome...! Can't have enough of it! Haha...Just a few days ago i thought dumpling festival is on tuesday! Well.. until someone told me its actually on Thursday... Wa.. So terrible... Anyway, just wish everyone belated Dumpling festival! For those who haven't eaten any dumpling faster go grab one... Its never too late for anything!

BoreD..!~

2009-05-11T14:10:00.002+08:00

When everyone gooing to have holidays??~~ Came back hometown this time realisse a lot a lot of changes! Hey.. guess wat? got big apple as well now... N Parkson getting larger! Still don't have the chance to go and take a look at it myself... But they said its getting bigger.. When got chances that's the first things i am going to take a look... The wheather here getting hot too.. BUT still its a lot a lot better than KL there i think... THen.... Car getting more and more? @.@ I wonder why? everyone getting rich? I thought previously got economy crisis? Anyone mind telling me what happened at US there now? i am like totally no idea what's happening around me... Continue on like this will turn into 'froggy living in my own world' sooner o later... Then i guess will really suits my name.. "Alice in the wonderland?"

Home sweet Home~~

2009-05-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

Finally back to my hometown, my sweet sweet bed.... The feeling is just nice! Can't find the right words to describe it... I took the flight on 2nd of May at 3pm.. Waited at the airport in the boarding room for a while.. Time past so fast coz i am helping myself with the Indian drama... Its quite nice though^^ Can try it for those who never watch before... Entertainment after all.... I think its my first tv watching since i go back to hostel... Never watch tv starting from february.. So sad! TV and laptop is totally different feeling! I mean TOTALLY! Haha.... But since coming back from KL i can't help myself from waking up late! So tired everyday... i wonder why? Still, i can't wait to meet my friends!! Miss them all a lot!

Another sem gone....

2009-05-01T18:13:00.002+08:00

One sem already... Time passed so fast.. Next sem will be 2nd year already... Haha.. glad that i can leave the Uni faster, sad that the student life going to end soon... Too bad... Hemm.... How i pass my life for a year starting last sem until this sem?
I survive with biscuits... ^^
Lets take a look!

My breakfast... A pack of it while riding the bus to my faculty

This one is like my best buddy already... I will eat together with Milo normally... yay

To Sunway

2009-05-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

Yay... after a rest for a day... I went to Sunway Pyramid with my course mates... It's worth all the time wasted and the trouble going there... We went there using bus... My first time there.... Saw the skating place but too bad this time didn't have the chances to skate coz we arrive there quite late already... But it is still very nice walking around... I like the toilet most! Haha

The toilet! (part of it only..) ^^

Tada.. This is the skating place

You can just skate however long you want for the whole day after you paid.. As for how much i am not very sure yet... Haha.. But it worth a try!^^

This is a part of the Sunway i like... ^^

Oh yea.. we tried the J Co donuts... Personally, i prefer big apple 1 more... Its nicer :)

Wednesday (23/04/09)

2009-05-01T10:08:00.013+08:00

Haha.. the next day straight after my exam, i go out with my course mates to National Library and KLCC..! Before we reach there we went to Petaling street.. we had our lunch there.. I order the Kantonese keuy teow.. I personally think its quite nice! But my freinds "fujian mee' was not really that nice only... let the pictures do the talking... ^^

This is the cantonese fried keuy teow

This is the 'Fujian Mee'

Should taken the national library photos... But unfortunately i forgotten! coz too rush... We went to KLCC first before taking Taxi to the National Library... The taxi driver uncle look so nice that we got cheated by him... The actual fare is only around RM 3.50- RM 4.00 but he charge us RM 8! Wow... Its so terrible.... Haiz.... Don't judge the book by its cover!

Final exam....!

2009-04-15T10:57:00.002+08:00

Lately did not update my blog due to some technical problem (line problem.. aGaIn) OMG.... I lost 20 marks already in yesterday exam... I feel soooo innocent! That things that come out is totally nothing that are taught of in class.... n the question is in BM some more??!!~~ We are using english... why the question is in BM?? totally no idea... good....

Next week....

2009-04-11T18:04:00.002+08:00

Next week exam week finally... but i feel my preparation is not yet enuf.... Very tension... My chemis, physics and econs paper.... Totally worried that cannot score well..... >.< hemm.... Hope can score better and won't regret with my result this time.... Haha.... Anyway, wish everyone good luck too for those who is going to sit for exam soon... Yay! Yay! After test then finnally will be holidays~~!! I will move out from hostel finallY~~!! Can't wait for that... I GOT MY HOUSE KEY! Going to get a nice nice nice key chain for it.... Definitely a bear bear... hahaha.... :P

A new Week tomorrow..

2009-04-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow, another new week... After this week my final exam will be on for two weeks! Not enough time for preparation.... Oh no... This semester exam will be tougher... Hope can do well in it still.... But i think can if only i am hardworking enough.. Haha.... So those who are having exam out there all the best and good luck as well!! But i can't wait for this exam to finish... Then i can go back to my hometown! I miss my bed, the tv! The dogs... the foods!! N everyone!!!

Alone....?

2009-04-03T08:27:00.002+08:00

Hemm.. lately a lot of things hapened... One of my friend felt she is being left out and trust nobody.... But if she already shield herself from us how are we going to reach out for her? She show us another side of her which she claim is not the actual her... But if you are not willing to take of ur mask we will never know the real you.... How i wish to tell her we all will also feel being left out sometime.. But i am sure nobody purposely do that to us.. We are trying to know each other even more day by day..... I don't dare to say all of us didn't try to pretend to be another person but sometime when you shield yourself too much from friends maybe it is not really a good things? We will never know the real you but the person u trying to be.. So sometime cannot really blame people when they don't know the actual you and think that you are another ttype of person....

Shopping...

2009-03-30T18:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday suddenly have this needs of going out to shop... I don't know why.. But just wanted to shop!!! Maybe that's my new way of forgetting something that is not really good happening lately.... But i didn't buy anything in the end actually... Haha... That's the funny part... maybe everything so expensive...? Or i don't know what i am looking for...? Its so big that shopping mall that i feel like whenever i go in, i would end up confused myself what i wanted to buy in the first place.. that's the funny part.. hahaha... Might ends up getting something you don't need... So to play the safe way, don't buy anything!! Or list down what ever things you want to get... Then, on the way back to my uni, i used the KTM.. Durimg that time, its so crowded because SOMEBODY not willing to move into the middle and block others from getting in KTM! Those people really... uh... The worst part? Guess what? The lady who sit down so comfortably keep asking people to move in BUT HER SON IS THE ONE WHO IS BLOCKING EVERYBODY WAY TO GET IN THE MIDDLE!!~~ What is happening to this world? Great... If i am her.. i tink i will just keep my mouth shut and think before started to ask people move in...

Omg....

2009-03-30T18:41:00.001+08:00

Oh no.... this week.. finally arrive.. My nightmare!! How to go in that chemis class facing that creep lecturer??! After what he said... I really don't know how to go in his class and study like normal... Uhh... feel very tense... what should i do?? >.< NOOO!!! I feel like this week pass soooo slow.... Wednesday coming soon..... humm.....

R.I.P Little One...

2009-03-28T23:23:00.002+08:00

The little kitten i brought back the other day passed away this morning..... I cannot describe the feeling when i hold the cold dead body of the little kitten.... I am the one who brought her back and i am also the one who fed her and now buried her..... I don't know whether when she passed away, she suffered or not.. The last things i remembered is i fed her the other night before and thought she would be fine... Although some place in my heart told me it might not be fine.... After my co-curriculum today, i buried her at the lot near the basketball court... I hope she has found a better place to leave by now.....

Kitten...

2009-03-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

So pity the little kitten... I brought it back to my hostel cause Mother cat nowhere to be found... but i am lost of idea how to feed it now... Still cannot drink milk by itself.... what to do now? How come the mother cat will forget her kitten? Hemm....

FinalLy..!~

2009-03-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

My hostel totally no line for two weeks already!! What the hell is happening... I have to go to other hostel to online or even feed mosquitoes outside the hostel there just to get some wireless! Great! That's why lately didn't update blog.. Finally i can update my blog and also finish my second exam... Last paper is Economics~! Really very terrible since i never study econs before.. My first test only get B! Unacceptable.... I feel i can do it but the result is opposite... >.< So hope this time can score better than last time... Hemm....

Sick Already.... :(

2009-03-12T12:27:00.004+08:00

Thats how i look like now... Came across this in an email...

Sick.... Vomit and stomachache... Don't even know what happen... Last night physic test... So sad.... Got a lot of question don't know how to answer... Hemm.... Hope everything will be ok.... Today the 'smart' RA said during the lab time "Boleh tak kamu orang standardkan sikit report kamu orang itu". Then another RA said " Dah berapa kali kami bagi tahu format dia". Another RA said "Ada lagi yang setiap minggu berubah-ubah... Group 7 itu lagi lah cincai betul". What the hell she wan! We do it until 2-3 am in the morning just because she requested it to be long! Fine then we go and look for her to see what's wrong with our report but she cannot tell us where is the mistake.. She said "Ah, yang ini ok" -.-' ThEN?? Where is the 'cincai betul' came from? I really don't understand what they want.... Huh....

Structure...

2009-03-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

Ever see this kind of library? ^^ If our library is like this i am sure more people will enjoy going there.. Haha

Really NICE!!~~

bAd TroJan!~

2009-03-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

All the file gone...~~ Thanx to the trojan... I wonder who is the one that invented this sort of things.... AND why they like to simply spread all this trojan or virus things?? -.-' Never ever use the library computers if you don't want to bring back all the virus and trojan or spyware!! There are like sooo many.. I mean abundant!! After put the pendrive into the public computers please format it! If not then get prepared to face the risk....

HeLp!~

2009-03-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

Physics experiment report, physics tutorial, physic exam...Physics physics physics...!~ OMG.... Help... I think i am going crazy soon already... haiz.... What should i do??? Actually today kind of sad.... I don't really know why.. Just feel so down suddenly.... Maybe cause of the results.... I feel like i am wasting my time in something that i am not suppose to be indulged at during the middle of exam.. But i did it already!! I watch drama again! OMG... Luckily most of the exam still ok.. Just dissapointed with two subjects that is chemis and econs... Chemis has to say thanks to the lecturer... But econs... really.... aiz... proven i am not talented in business.... Still have to do well if wan to score better this semester.. Last semester still lack of 0.02 this semester hope will not do the same careless mistake again... Last semester too much drama, anime, outing and so so on that distracted... Although all that is a reason only... the real problem is still me...

Friday... A Long Way Back...

2009-03-01T12:53:00.002+08:00

Friday night, straight after the performance night on Thursday, my friends decided to go for a celebration... (Just to celebrate finally can don't need every day go for practices!) So we went there using two transports. A few of us use my friend's sister car and some went by using taxi. Then we had an agreement with the taxi driver to pick us up again later after we finish eating... bUT after we finish, we called him and he told us "Tak boleh lar a moi.... Tengah makan malam ini.. Nanti malam sikit pun tak boleh.. kamu jalan pergi jalan besar sana lar. Sana ada taxi.." He is soooo irresponsible... We had an agreement... How can he do that... So finally we walked from the place we eat all the way back.... Its sooooo FAR!! Luckily half way back we managed to stop a taxi who was willing to bring us back with charges of RM 2 each only... We are saved...! We start walking from around 8.50pm..... When we met the taxi driver its around 9.40pm.... We walk for almost an hour there already and its just half of the journey! If we didn't managed to stop any taxi i think we need at least another two and half hours at least before we arrive my hostel! Thanks to that PARTICULAR taxi driver...

BIG FISH!!

2009-02-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

Big fish!! i don't know what it called.. But they call it 'Baung'... But its not me who caught it... Haha... It's a friend... And one of my friend get tilapia! Not fair... The fish don't want to eat my bait.... Aih... After sms with my friend... He said my bait not interesting enough... 'He' suggested me to put abalone... -.-' After a while, the conclusion i get is due to the economy crisis, all the fish stay back at home.. since the fish lost their occupation too.... Human lost occupation too... we never know what happen to other animal due to the economy crisis right? Just like one uncle that is opening stall near my uni.. before this he work in those construction site but now he is jobless.... economy crisis again... But another reason why no fish wanted my bait is that they eat until too full already.... Too many jobless people go fishing to spend their time so the fish eat too many bait until too full already now... Haha...

Wrong edition...!

2009-02-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

After first test i just realised i read the wrong edition of books!!! People using 8th edition, i am still using 7th edition!! The worst things is after comparing it i realised a lot of different!! @@ OMG.... I wonder is that a reason why i don't score well this time? >.< But i should not make it as a reason for doing badly in exam!!

声音高。。一个错误吗？

2009-02-19T22:56:00.011+08:00

Haiz…. Just realised that when your sound pitch too high people will think you are using fake voice … Then he commented that if can try not to use too much fake voice after the drama practise... Then he said don't cover the microphone as well.... Haih… and I know that my sound pitch kind of high that’s why I cover up the microphone so that its not that obvious… But another problem occurs.... He seems kinda annoyed with my voice...Then I realized another problem is… I don’t really know what to communicate with him…. Feel like he does not really like to talk with me… It is not a very big deal actually… BUT he will be one of my housemate soon… SO I guess our relationship should not be that awkward at least?

Right or Left?

2009-02-19T14:48:00.002+08:00

Aiya... Valentine day past long time ago already... :) How did everyone celebrate that? Haha... And yet my uni here got a special group called '情人7474 also known as 情人去死去死... Haha... But of cause they mean no harm :) Sometimes when looking at them you will feel funny of what they say.. They wish to find a soul mate but in the same time they think its not really that important at all... So you will start to wonder whether they want or not? I guess in the end the decision is in your hand... Happiness or sadnes... All depend on what we decided in the first place... But what if the happiness involved others sadness? How should we make our choice?

路。。。一个不该选的路

2009-02-19T14:39:00.003+08:00

Very silly.... doing the same mistake again and again... I don't know why! i think i haven't learn my lesson yet.... I am involved in the drama again.. This time even worse... every day got pulled to practise still never mind... When we said we can't make it on that time already we are still pulled to go.. Fine.. when we came late everybody blame us?! What the hell?? You are the one who insisted we had to come at that time even after we said maybe will be late and you still blame us when we are late? Who are the one with the problem here?! -.- Before this me and my friends were the one always waiting for them to come and who should we blame that for?? Huh... It’s alright for them to come late and it’s a sin for us to come late… (@@) What is that?? HELLO?? To them we must be punctual but it’s OK for them to be late right? BY THE WAY, They are the one who ask for our help to act in the drama and I have to waste my time going to all this practices but what we get in return?? I can just use my time for a lot more things.. EVEN SLEEPING is more ‘nutritious’ then going there waiting for people… uhh…

Pathetic~!

2009-02-13T14:28:00.002+08:00

Then another case happened... I really hate the system! The way they go their work really not efficient at all! I lost my card which contain money inside... Then i have to go to the counter to cancel the card in case somebody pick it up and used it.. Just like the sim cards... Ok.. Then, she asked me to o back after two weeks... Since one of the week is Chinese new year break she told me i need to wait for another week as the holidays week is not counted in.. Then i went there the date exactly as written on the paper slip she gave me.. That's on Tuesday... But the counter put a notice there "counter closed" !!! They having holidays... No idea what holiday.. Then i went back there the next day, she is not around... Lunch time.. so i waited for her till around 2pm.. Then she told me haven't got the amount yet! And asked me to go back the next day.... What the hell?! Its like three weeks already! what takes you so long?? Just to check the amount need to take three whole long weeks~~! Fuh... I think if got any emergency, i already left bones if wait for them.....

华语。。。

2009-02-13T14:23:00.002+08:00

That day when we were in lab... This funny person 'requested' me and my friends to speak in BM or English... She kind of not happy when we chit chatted in chinese... I'm thinking.... If i really speak in english, can you have a conversation with me in english or not first... Huh.. We are having chemistry class.... a science subject... and yet you used BM to teach... And you still asked me to speak in English... Please la... Somemore i am not even speaking with her that time and she is not even a lecturer.... really.... terrible... Huh.... She can't even do her job right! I really don't understand them.... Not qualified but still want to pretend they are very good... What is the purpose of doing that? @@

A tough week...

2009-02-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

The moment i come back to uni from my hometown, i got a 'surprise'... First my physics lecturer told us we will be having physic test on Wednesday... For me, its really a very big challenge cause i didn't touch physics for three years already! Suddenly want to catch up again after three years is already a big challenge.. Have to prepare for six chapter in two days is yet another challenge... At first thought only that but then come in another chemist test on Friday together with my econs test... This whole week i had been in the lack of sleep condition.... Even the eye bag also come out already!! NO! Now finally can feel more relax... Aiz... But thinking of the chemist test make me feel a bit sad... The lecturer said more to calculation! But out of 10 structure question only 3 is calculation!! Lier! And the things that were tested is a bit odd...

A night without electricity..

2009-02-01T13:52:00.002+08:00

Ever imagined how will it be like for a world without electricity? All dark.. By 7pm we have to stop everything we do and go to bed... When you are hot, you can't switch on your fan or air conditioner... When at night suddenly want to go toilet, you can't switch on the light... That's how i go through yesterday night... I am doing my paper work halfway suddenly blackout... I went out to take a glimpse what happened and got someone asked me got the general workers phone or not... Its very funny though... The way she asked for it is like i owe her and its a shame i don't have it.. But as i remember, the one who asked me for the phone num is a senior in this hostel.. Since she already don't have the number, what makes her think i have it.. After that, everything went pretty quiet. When i went out to brush my teeth i realise the opposite rooms have the electricity already... Until this morning my room still no electricity... The reason why their rooms have electricity and mine don't have is because they fix theirs already but forgotten that there is still someone who don't...

CNY~

2009-02-01T13:26:00.002+08:00

Yay! Went back to my hometown for a week... Wow... happy time pass by too fast! Haiz.. I am still in cny mood... Don't feel like starting classes right now... But still, even if you don't want to still need to... hemm.... unless you got three months holidays! This time holiday got the chances to meet my cousins... They came back from Australia for holiday as well... Basically its hard for me to meet them.. Will only meet them when they come for holidays.... So its very nice to see them this holidays.. But i kind of not enough time to spare for my family.. Feel like i am always outing.... That's the reason why i didn't update the blog as well... Too busy enjoying myself.. haha..

Group study..

2009-01-20T00:28:00.002+08:00

Wah.. a group study turns out to be group discusion on some other topic.... We are supposed to discuss about PHYSICS... But end up discussing about uni life... I don't really understand why our uni life is like so.. so hectic and pack... Feels like we are taking phD o wat... but actualy just a degree... haha.. so terrible.... Hemm.... Feels like everyday keep on rushing rushing rushing... Today rush for tomorrow homework tomorrow rush for next day homework again... The cycle just keeps on flowing non stop.. Feel very meaningless....

A memory..

2009-01-17T22:21:00.003+08:00

a memory that is not to be forgotten by me the whole life.... Got scolded for something you didn't do is already very terrible.. And yet the worse is yet to come... Got scolded by someone you respect so much again and got scolded with wording that should not come out from such a respectable person is even more worse... Totally no more image.... I feel shameful on him! I am the one that should feel sorry for him! Hah! '坏人！衰人！讨人厌！坏人坏人坏人！No more comment regarding that person. Since he don't even care bout his image why should i feel sorry for what i say about him now.... How can someone use such a language.. To them mayb its nothing but they never think of what the feeling of the person listening to that!

A dream to be realize....

2009-01-13T18:08:00.004+08:00

I can't wait to go back to my hometown... Back in hometown every time new year will feel some sort of extra happiness which no words can use to describe this feeling.... Its just some peculiar feeling which make me feel extra energetic and happy... :0 Wishing to go back home town and celebrate new year.... The preparation for new year definitely a troublesome process... But come to think of it now i really miss it when whole family so busy decorating, cleaning and making cookies, cakes and all sorts of things for new year.... AND I AM STUCK here facing a very very pack timetable!! I got like 26 hours of classes... How am i going to do my own things with this kind of timetable... Uhh.... With extra 3 hours extra curriculum again... When i got time i am tired like hell that i need some rest but i can't rest! Cause i still got abundant of class works haven't finish! Oh no.. Maybe i am getting used to last semester timetable already... Last semester i was kind of free.. Not really very free but still consider BETTER than this semester.. Then the subjects were not that hard.... This semester the subjects is a lot a lot tougher... So now i can only MISS it since i can no longer enjoy the process now.... But just realise that actually there are some that don't really enjoy new year.... Maybe to them it is meaningless or troublesome? I don't have any idea why... But i think this depend on everyone perspective... Just like we can't force people to like something when they don't... haha.. But i can't wait to go back hometown.. ^^

Ooo...

2009-01-13T17:52:00.004+08:00

Ah.. Just remember... Learnt some new words during the fishing class... "casting" means throw the baits out.... such basic things i also don't know... Real terrible... Haha.. The facilitator quite good in a way... But that day he purposely make us sit under the sun just to let us understand fishing needs a lot of patient... What a way... really unique... hahaha... The worst things is i really have to think how to get an A with the knowledge i have... ( Which is none...)

Finding a place call home

2009-01-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today class for physic is totally disaster.... don't understand what the lecturer said still never mind but now still rushing to finish the tutorial and the experiment lab report! The worse part is i don't know how to do... The only thing i can do now is copy.... But what i copy honestly i have no idea at all... Copy also copy until feel like want to commit suicide... Uhh... Feel so down... I really need a place call home for me to hide..... I feel very exhausted today.. tomorrow will be another day like this............ HELP!!! Then i decided to move out of Uni hostel and right now still looking for room.... Really wish to avoid this busy hostel life... My own work also cannot manage to finish it already i wonder if still got the activity going on how am i going to handle all this... Some said time managment very important... So i guess i am not good with time management... good... Leave me alone with my own time... I got more important stuff to do...

Cockroach War!~

2009-01-11T21:02:00.002+08:00

Cockroach! Things i hate most! Cause i am afraid of them... But in the same time really think they are very awesome... Why? Cause they are the creature with longest life... They can endure all sorts of harsh surrounding... When dinasour extinct they still can survive until now... When their ancestors die cause of certain pesticide automatically their young's will have the imunity against the same chemicals... Unbelieveable? That's what i think when i first came across this information... I was thinking no wonder there are still so many of them althought you always see them being killed... haha.. Another things i hate bout them is they seems to know what you think.. When you are thinking don't come over me here... THEY! certainly will crawl over... ! AND some even more worse.. THEY FLY! Huh... Just now, i suddenly saw this cockroach in my cupboard...!!! i am like totally frozen and don't know what to do... hemm... Luckily my room's next door neighbour helped me to catch it... If not... I think i really will stand there whole night just to ensure that cockroch don't go anyway... >.<

Sunday again today...

2009-01-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

One week past again... Tomorrow Monday again.... Well, today go for some shopping... When u buy something you won't feel your money just go out like that when you realise you may have spent a few hundreds!~ Huh.. Money.. Hard to earn it but can spent it with just a click... And yet you don't really see where you spend it.... Cause the amount of money spent is always more then the things you seems to buy... Thats when you think where your money go... wow....

Past Present and Future

2009-01-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

Hemm.. Time when free like this will make people think a lot of things... Thinking of the past, sharing everything with form 6 friends, form 6 'husband/wife' ( don't get me wrong... Its just a sweet name calling among my friends thats all), secondary school friends.... Everything seems so sweet and happy... Although study is also very tough.. But it seems so natural and we don't really think a lot about it.... Now, in the present..... Life in uni really very hectic... everything change.... Not really change... Just its different from the past already... The not very systematic ways, the habits of some students, good and bad things... And it become more realistic... Not that sweet and innocent anymore.... What about in the future? Will still meet up and be happy like the past or not? Last time feel like life is more simple and people around us also more simple maybe... But after come out from uni and become a part of the working force, everything will change ma?

Fishing Day~

2009-01-09T12:56:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY!! Tomorrow going to be my first fishing class! feel kind of excited... Can't wait to see what will the class be... But before feeling so excited have to spend some money to buy the fishing equipment first.... Quite expensive though..... Haha.... But i think it is worth if the fishing equipment will last long.... If not then ..... really speechless.... haha.... Anyway, i just can't wait to go to this class.... Too bad i didn't bring camera... If not then i can take down the process and everything....

Lousy Line...

2009-01-09T12:52:00.002+08:00

Aikz.... last night cannot even sign in my account... So can't update my blog... Hahaha.... Well, well, so many things to do this week... have to finish up the chemistry lab report then physic lab report again and the tutorial... >.< then the proposal for one of the class.... Wah! Feel like already a lot of work...

Great Lecturer

2009-01-07T19:11:00.004+08:00

i just finish my class around 5pm just now... I had been having classes since 10.00am non stop except for the one hour break.... Then i had my chemistry class and really gave me a WOW when i saw the lecturer...
My lecturer, undoubtedly has a lot of knowledge.. He is not stingy to share with us and he make me remember that knowledge has no boundaries.... Open up our heart and we will see a lot of things... There are so many knowledge surrounding us but we are just too lazy to care about it.... It seems like we are studying just to pass the exam and not for the sake of learning something anymore.... Why? What make us like this? I think he is really a great lecturer but sadly he will be teaching us for another week only as he will be leaving for a science trip soon...

Tough Task...

2009-01-07T19:05:00.001+08:00

Hemm.... Miserable day yesterday and today!! I have to learn something that i dun really understand... Its been like for three years i din study physic already then suddenly now have to study physic again! I am totally lost during the lecture class... Hemm.... What should i do?? Somebody help....

mOnday...

2009-01-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

Monday.. A brand new day.. for me of coz.. haha... Have done a bit of thinking what to do with my life.... My course is soooo wide that i just found out i can be a reporter if i am interested with... Wao... But my language is not that good and since i don't think i wanted to spoil other peoples mind... I better don't think about that... Haha... As for what i will be is really a big question.... Some said just wait until then everything will flow smoothly... But i have always been doing things last minute... Shouldn't i opt for a change this time? I mean somehow it concern about future.. you are going to live with it for at least 30 years! If i can be healthy enough to work till then... Death... a very mysterious things indeed... We will never know when it will come... So while we still have the chances to enjoy our life... Why not choose to live it happily then making our life sooo complicated with lots of problem? But it is always easier to say then do it.... Why? Cause of human nature i guess.... Each and everyone of us, deep in our heart even if we don't want to admit it... We will feel envy or jealous when someone do better than us, have something we don't have, live in a big house and so so on.... We always wanted something better than what we have right now.... There is always good and bad of everything i believe.... The good things is we work harder to achieve that dream... Well the bad things is... Sometimes we work too hard and neglected something even more important to us than those dreams.....